I remember his breath,
I remember his sweat and the struggle,
I remember my tears,
Young girl of 15.
All she ever wanted was love,
Everywhere she went, she asked about its whereabouts,
Then she met him,
He.
He told her he had it,
She believed him,
Could she really have found it,
The overwhelming joy that filled her heart as she journeyed to meet him
O she had found it at last..
..or had she
All filled with smiles
She was
As he led her into the unknown
Shutting the door behind her
She hears the click of the lock
As he approaches her with the intention to kick things up a notch
With each step he takes in her direction
She feels him evolve
There’s this new being in front of her
She never wanted to get involved
And only then does she truly understand the expression on his face
Her heart races as she tries to decipher what the moment held for her
He approaches her
More violently than the first time.
15 year old girl
Looks back at him
The innocence of an innocent mind
He launches at her
She gets up and makes for the door
SCREAMING
SHOUTING
BEGGING to be let out
She tries to save herself
But.. he is.. lost in himself
As he smashes her phone against the wall
I thought you had what i was looking for
Where is it?
Why are you acting this way?
The voices in her mind are yelling out words her mouth is too afraid to say
15 year old girl
Her clothing is stripped off her
Exposing her developing parts to an eye who was never meant to see it
She tries to run
But her frail disposition makes that impossible
So she cries a silent tear overlaying the wailing in her spirit
As he catches her and beats her
He beats her
He beats for crying
He beats her for wanting out
This isn’t what she expected
This isn’t what she wanted
But its what she got
As he throws her forming frame onto the bed
15 year old girls mind is in a state of pandemonium
She cant breathe
She cant think
As he mounts on top of her
One huge hand covers hand her,
mouth
Shutting away the words being uttered from deep within her soul
Through the tears and screams birth from pain
He squeezes the skin of her cheeks and lips together
Bruising her face
15 year old girl squimers as he thrust his entire self into her
She is lost
She has lost
Her body lays there, tired of fighting,
tired?
Too scared to fight as he hurts her more and more with each thrust
Within seconds he gets up and goes into the bathroom
15 year old girl,
Lifeless on the bed
Cold blood stuck on her inner thigh
Hot angry tears streaming down her face
Pain throbbing in between her legs
Her limbs want to move
but
Shes completely paralyzed in her mental
She gets up and tries to run
But he comes back
Catches her.
and beats her.
He beats her.
Then lets her out the door.
Into a new world.
A world she wasn’t meant to enter into in that way.
15 year old girl
With tears running down her face runs out of the house
and walks
She walks
and walks
Her destination,
UNKNOWN.
